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Good morning (?)

This wasn't the morning I expected to wake up to. How do I start? 🤦🏻‍♀️

Look, it wasn't my intention to pick up a fight with you. Ang pangit lang siguro talaga ng gising ko din. Sorry for last night kung distracted ako. Alam ko yung feeling na nadidisregard kaya sorry kung nafeel mo yun. I was just trying to help them. I always do if needed. I tried explaining pero as I've said. You always jump into wrong conclusions na lalong nagpapikon.

Felt guilty, though. Sorry mahal. Pero hindi naman ako nagpakapuyat lang dahil sa issues ng ibang tao. Fyi, I was busy making this one. I was even excited to publish my first leeter for you hanggang sa nakatulugan ko na. I'm glad di nawala yung mga naayos ko na. I made this thing because, uhm.. Idk. Palagay ko nga macocornyhan ka. Did this on blogger na site pero that doesn't mean na bloggerist nako. Lol. I had lost my desire to be one, long, long time ago bago pa magboom yung blogging kemerut. Hahahahaha. Meron ako dating acct sa tumblr kaso I lost it, sa tagal di ko nang di naopen. I used to write random stuffs there, too. But before, 'twas all about family and crushes. High school pako nun, what would you expect? Lol. I wrote a poem din for ate pero di ko na din maalala kung ano yun. 

So ayun, I made this for us. Although ako lang naman mahilig sa ganito. Gusto ko lang isulat lahat ng nararamdaman ko. I guess I'm better at writing than being vocal coz u knooow. Pero tsaka ko na papabasa sayo. Hahahaha. Wala lang, ang funny siguro non. Everyday, iba't- ibang eksena. Pero we don't and won't really remember every detail. 

I will end it here na. And again, I'm sorry for making you feel that way. I wasn't able to manage my words before spilling it out. 

Basta.

I love you more than our petty quarrels.